I was wondering what in life makes you change your views about ....Life, any other person, your nearest and dearest ones? To my surprise it takes only one moment when it comes to life or one sentence when it comes to near and dear ones.
I stumbled upon the fact unknowingly but painfully. I felt the full impact ocf the same when I was craving for company from my dear one. But alas she was angry at me not because I wanted company because I had done something stupid in the morning. I knew it was stupid and and wrong on my part and I apologized profusely enough (i believe in all sincerity).
So I called her and I started getting frosty responses so I did apologise again and again but I got some of the stuff I had given her in my stupidity so I didn't mind the whole thing that much and more so because it was me at fault so I deserved the flak I got no complaints on that.
A new day I was all fresh and happy to put the happenings of the previous day behind me. I placed a call to my dearest and I sensed she was still incensed about the previous day. I tried placating her and did apologize but then what transpired shattered me. She hit me where it hurts me the most , She simply sad I am a pretender and a fake person and just a show off and once I get hit at that point I don't hold back. I didn't want to hurt her because I knew that I would lose control and I didn't want to let the situation spiral out of control.
I had sensed the anger building in her from an incident which had happened earlier a day ear;ier. I had asked her and she had replied that what do I want to hear. That had incensed me enough but I chose to ignore it because I thought that she took it in a different manner because I usually didn't ask her anything. I don't know how to react because she has crossed an unsaid line and its something I can't take it. I had no problems with her venting her anger but what has pissed me is that she said the things she said. Anger is justified but insulting a person isn't.
What worries me that she forgot all the nice moments and changed heroutlook about me from just a single incident . And she didn't even think my apologies were sincere. What else a man can ask from his life!!!
I stumbled upon the fact unknowingly but painfully. I felt the full impact ocf the same when I was craving for company from my dear one. But alas she was angry at me not because I wanted company because I had done something stupid in the morning. I knew it was stupid and and wrong on my part and I apologized profusely enough (i believe in all sincerity).
So I called her and I started getting frosty responses so I did apologise again and again but I got some of the stuff I had given her in my stupidity so I didn't mind the whole thing that much and more so because it was me at fault so I deserved the flak I got no complaints on that.
A new day I was all fresh and happy to put the happenings of the previous day behind me. I placed a call to my dearest and I sensed she was still incensed about the previous day. I tried placating her and did apologize but then what transpired shattered me. She hit me where it hurts me the most , She simply sad I am a pretender and a fake person and just a show off and once I get hit at that point I don't hold back. I didn't want to hurt her because I knew that I would lose control and I didn't want to let the situation spiral out of control.
I had sensed the anger building in her from an incident which had happened earlier a day ear;ier. I had asked her and she had replied that what do I want to hear. That had incensed me enough but I chose to ignore it because I thought that she took it in a different manner because I usually didn't ask her anything. I don't know how to react because she has crossed an unsaid line and its something I can't take it. I had no problems with her venting her anger but what has pissed me is that she said the things she said. Anger is justified but insulting a person isn't.
What worries me that she forgot all the nice moments and changed heroutlook about me from just a single incident . And she didn't even think my apologies were sincere. What else a man can ask from his life!!!
